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Monday, October 26, 2009 -{'8:36 PM
well for IX mobile ,
i'm working till tis thur ,
for tis fucking moment ,
many things happen to me ,
relationship and work ,
well nth to say abt tat jus tat ,
i'm tired of eveything ,
jus feel like jumping into the sea and make myself drown and die ,
-.-
tired of eveything jus becos of smth ,
.
tmr got to bring dominic to muji for interview ,
after tat work ,
den work ,
i had been working ,
jus to make myself tired and not thinking of anything ,
but after looking smth ,
i realise tat i'm thinking of many things ,
can't imagine ,
like wad i said during the chat ,
u say its not the ture ,
but for tis moment ,
i can say tat its ture ,
u can remember many things ,
but not a single thing of me ,
i'm not thinking of anything or trying to say bad things ,
i noe i not a wonderful guy to u ,
cos i'm not a good guy ,
i'm a bad guy ,
but since i'm am alrd a bad guy ,
den jus let me take all the responsiblty den ,
everyone can jus put all the blame on me ,
i dun mind cos i had alrd use to it ,
bad guys always take all the blame and bad things ,
tats my attitude ,
and since u are a busy girl now ,
and for now ,
i won't text u ,
i will only wait for your text ,
reason being ,
u are busy ,
busy with lots of things ,
like ur ,
work ,
dance ,
family problem ,
and also lack of sleep /rest ,
and there's no reason for me to sms to u with no reply back ,
so ...
for now ,
u wan to text me den jus text me in anytime ,
if u have nth to say or to text to me ,
den jus forget it ,
i had alrd use to be a alone ,
cos i'm jus a bad guy .
so jus let it goes tis way ,
anyway takecare for the rest of the day ,
and have a good rest .
dun nid to bother abt me ,
and if u think tat i'm curel or anything else u can jus tell me ,
i can accept the fact ,
i won't do anything bad to u ,
cos i have no right to do tat ,
tats all i wanna say .
takecare and enjoy ur work / holiday .
